Fallen Peices Of A Dreams

i can recall only to wonder dreams that i have had during this life time, the first one i want to talk about was a dream i have when i was 33 im 53 now, within the dream i had of pleasure, untouched happeness, and joy beyond any that i had felt awake, and defentely not asleep, this  pleassure was not of a sexual nature, thou i feel sex should have one feeling this way, the joy was from a place that i had never attained before,  There was a voice, only a voice no image in this dream, and the only action that took place was myself and that voice laughing, it was a short dream but in that reality it as like enternity, there was only one obstistcal that could be no lies or guilty from lies bought into the dream the voice never relayed this to me but for some reason i never this is what i needed to do for this dream to be. so my heart and souls was emptied of all worries, as the dream ended i could still hear the laughter of that voice, it was intoxicating, contagious.  much like the laughter i had wished for during my childhood.  i didn't want it to end, it felt asthough there was something missing , something that i had feild to accomplish even though it was one of the best dreams i had ever had .When i woke up i got a pen and paper to try and transcipe what that dream meant to me, i awoke with only pieces of a dream

pieces of a dream

this morning i woke up with only pieces of  a dream,

with this feeling of extacy that, what could this mean.

the very thought of that joy, that evades me doing day light,

slipped it way into my soul for only one night.

i still can feel the love in his tone, why did it only last until the dawn.

could it have be and angle for heaven above,

i not really certaing what i concieved was lust,

no love i've ever had, has made me feel that way.

only forbidden thoughts of love has ever led  me astray

this morning i woke up with only pieces of a dream

Morpheus God Of Dreams

As you my no Morpheus is the Greek God of dreams he is also known as the the shape, stemimg for the Power to change form in peopes dreams, with the help of his brothers.Thanatos ( Personification of Death), and Phobetor, (Personification of Nightmares)  and appeared in dreams as animals or monsters. His counterpart is Somnia (Insomnia the inability to fall asleep)the four of these enitues dwell in the underworld. 

When we in the between realm of sleep there is a micro period of time that these entities has control of The Power Sleep. Morphesus has the ability to minic any human form and appear as that form in your dream, his true from is that of a spirit (ghost) so he must have the consent of the sleeper to inter into their dream in their from.  once he has that control he then has the power to control you dream, creating at will want he desire, and the ability to travel to and from our realm to his, having  a ghostly spirit still attatched to us.

1. "When Jocob rolled the stone off well, 

      other option were closed, 

      My history opened.

      But my voice remained inside,in the hollow echo"

                                                                        

Hypnos

Personication of Sleep

All that i know about Hypnos is that he dwell in a cave in the underworld whos mansion does not see the light of day, neither the sitting of the sun, at the entrance of his manison are poppies and other hypnotic plants, therre is no gate or door for fear  the creaking of the hinges would wake him, a river runs through the cave, this river is know as the River of Forgetfulness.There is another river in the under world know as the Stygian this is where the Souls of the Dead hat to cross (Styx)

This is why most people can not recall their dreams, and if your are able to remember it, its never in it entirety or in sequece  our memories of the events that occur while we slumber are rearrange by these entities as to lead us off the path of which we have planned.  when we sleep this is the closet to death that we come without actually dying, so we are on the other side of our lives, the lives that these entities wish to keep us from. if every human would make it across to the other side of our exsistance where there is ential bliss, these enities would be trap in the underworld for enternity. these gods are the fallen Celestail ones from the being of time. and if human ones take back the authority that was given to them to control there will on the other side, we would realize where in time and space we belong to reach that higher plan of existance, But if this happen for every human Time would cease to exsit and so would all the physical personifaction of those that had fallen. when those celestial fell everything that was, and would be from phyiscal enery fell with them, so of these connection/bloodlines will never be reconnection, and some will find a way to connect the ending back to the being and have peace within It like having a famliy member that you wearther not have as blood kin, and a friend that is there for you until the end thats how a friend at end times become blood out side the womb, family by faith. Hypothetically, if at the end you had to choose between a family member that had tainted the family bloodline and this action keeps you repeating the same life time over and over and this member never changes his action so that your be able to change yours. Now there is a friend that always places them selves as a bridge to crossover the Stygian River and you always turn away leaving them to repeat there life time, dure to this sacafice. these are the moments that i spoke of in a early blog when you know something should change and finally you know what and when, will you chose differently?

I think a man's seventy years are few!

of his hundred that are alloted to him as his life span

Thirty are lost

Ten are spent as a foolish child

another Ten spent completely decrepit (lying)

The fifty left divide into days and nights 

only half sees the light of day

Whats better than to be happy and at ease?

In an exsitance that only you have concieved

                                                 black and gray or both sleep the day away

i can rememer around the time i was six until adult hood  dream of waking up in the middle of the nights and i would have a need for ice cold glass of water, this occur nearly every night, in the dream I ask my mother why was it that i need water so badly. i can remeber her saying that i was ither coming or going to Hell. Now i know that needing that water was tool of these enties so that i would forget the dream.

BEWARE

from POEM OF THE END

But for two even mornings 

joy is too small

as you draw inside

turn your face to the wall

for the Spirit' a pilgrim (a traveler)

walks alone its way

let your hearing drop

to the primal clay

adam listen hard

over the sources

hear what rivers veins

are telling their shores.....

while trying to research my bloodine, needing to know where and from who'm i bore from, it was really hard for me. Being that most of Blacks gets to a point in our family tress where the branches becomes to confusing and with the additional problam of trying to figure out to what white master we we traded into. my tree stop at my great great great grandfather who was orignal one of the white hitian that left when most of the white's moved to europe, this is when our religion Voodu was band from us to pratice it and they being praticing cathlicism, buts that another blog i'll get to it in time, its funny how everything is so connect but sooner or later that same connection will lead you astray on the path you strated at the being.

Hitian  believe that going under hypnosis is a doorway for spirit from the other side to travel into this existance. Poppies are the symbol for this entites, and in medical term opium and morphine is made using poppies plants, Harion is another one of the hypnotic drugs that is use widely in cultures today.

saddest thought from now to then are the words lost in the when

once we obtain the desire to embrace the sounds of WORD that had been with held from us in this foreign land, the  next obstacle was to understand the meaning and  of  word, see that the only way that we would have to accomplish this task was to trust and believe the ones that would be teaching.

before we could make it to the second grade we were force to close the only little Black School. in our community and attend another school of their choosing.

talk to read with books such as Sally, Dick, and Jane Go Spot Go.

and then their came the King James Version of the Holy Bible the only bible that my mother would let us study about the Lord from or maybe the Watch Tower every now and then.

at the end of revelation it is written that "who soever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book"

Now i will explain to those whom believe that  my faith is pagan and sinful, but the one that was force read to us , authored by the the judge whom accursed  Moses of be a soccer, referring to his plagues that was put upon there blood line. this author was also the author of the first bible of demonology. We were instilled with the imprint of Knowledge that every Being holds Power of FreeWill and with that Power  has the ability to passdown   Passive thus   when you question this book that is a unforgivable sin.

any words that were sent down by God  be written and bond as a holy manuscript  to guide and comfort any one  that should need, want or desire the guidance and comfort from God. Should  be offered not force upon anyone choosing not to except this offer of guidance. 

1. we were taught that in the English rule of grammar (and there are lots of them) you never Begin a sentence with the word "and"  this may not bother the masses but it confused me and when i came across a European we discuss religion and i pose the question of why is it that the KJV of this book start off breaking rules that they had set in place for us to follow and guide us to a better exist. She smiled and said to me your have the wrong book.
2. in Genesis the first chapter reads that in the beginning God created heaven and earth ....and in the second chapter of Genesis it reads and when the Lord God made earth and heaven..... now which is it is it both or Thu my understanding and interpretation of these words there were two one created and one made, and what is the difference between creating and making. one is a original and the other is a copy of the original but opposite, its like and image reflecting its self back from a mirror and the I catches you staring at yourself  every now and then.
3. why was the last passages put into this book "who soever change or remove any words from this book of prophecy, God will remove that person's share in the tree off life and in the holy city that are described in this book" was it to keep us from missing out on blessing, or was it to take away from blessing that had already been promise to us, a promise made by Any God should be kept, and if there are any stipulations in the conditions in trusting and believing in his words they should be put at the Beginning of this book not at the end after you have question the thing you have read. but perhaps the KJV knew forehand that, that was exactly what we would do Its called Bible Study, studying is to break it down and interpret what was meant thur the writing of the WORDS.

From the battle that raged in the heaves came 1/3 of Heavens Angels  they are known to us as the Fallen Ones, we are lead to believe that the Angels that fell were of human form but they were not.  The Fallen Ones was Heaves Celestials Beings and the Head of  them was Lufucier. Lucifer was known as the supreme gauardian of God, this meant he was the protector of God, In Ezikeil when the Angels was referred to as being there in the beinging adore whith perious jewels, and was beautiful beyond any that God had created, " your heart was lifted up because of your beauty, you corrupted your wisdom by reason of your splendor."  Referring to Lucifer

THE HAPER'S SONG FOR INHERKHAWY

                                                  Sung by his Harpist for Osiris

                                        CHIEF of his crew in the place of TRUTH,

                                                         Inherkhawy, wo say's

                

                                                   I am this man, this worthy one,

                                          Who lives redeemed by abundance of good

                                                         Tendered by God 

 

1. Angels                                           1. Seraphium

2. Archangels                                    2. Cherbium

3. Principalities                               3. Thrones

4. Powers                           4. Dominions

5. Virtues                            5. Virtues

6. Dominions                       6. Powers

7. Thrones                           7. Principalities

8. Cherbium                        8. Archangels

9. Seraphium                       9.Angels